The End

my last decision finalize by going FORM 6 to futher my studies...
although i not willing to but i nid to study... i have think nicely...
i cant blame my parents for cant send me to college... they had their probs...
i just can face the truth... study hard and get scholarship and get any U i wan....

i envy those ppl can choose their college they wanted to in....
and they can change in half way...how rich they are... but i not them...
i just hope can simply in 1 college and study wat i interested...
i cant imagine my look of form 6...white shirt and white pants?
quite funny huh... last time was feeling die also wont go back kb...
but i at last nid to go back.... i was damn damn bu shuang when my parents told me...
is quite unfair la...why everytime something so special occur on me...
i try to independent and work hard to get wat i wanna get...
but sometimes is fate and i nid luck maybe...

sometimes i reli stuborn of 1 thing...
when i wake up...i was too late...i miss many thing...

looking forward to form 6...
CHEER ^^

我很笨...

每年生日都会有不愉快的事发生, 今年也不例外...
反而发生更多事...
那天看完戏前, 跟他们吵到差不多连整条街都可以听到....
看完戏后, 半夜3点多才回家...他竟然坐在等我, 被他臭骂了一顿还中打...
但我一点感觉也没有...你生的,要怎样打都可以...你尽量打吧...打死更好...可以上头条!!!

拿成绩那天, 本来心情还过的去的...因为都自己的成绩会是怎样的...
但听到一些我应该不用相信的东西...心情直接跌到谷里...
朋友们约我去看戏, 我还是得撑着...还可以笑的出来...
就因为一直想着那件事...结果撞车了...幸亏不是很严重....
看完戏后, 我真的忍不住了... 就一个人飞车回家...竟然驾到一个平时驾不到的速度....
但我没回家...去找朋友....朋友一上车...我竟然流下泪...第一次在朋友面前流泪....
又一次3点多回到家... 这次没有人等我...但我没有带钥匙...站在门口等了一小时...
我婆婆起来了,她开门给我进去...我冲了凉但我睡不着...只好对着电脑发呆....

一整夜没有睡, 最后我去找一个人问个清楚....
她应该觉得我很烦,但她最终给了我答案... 我觉得我真的很笨...
是和不是对我一点改变也没有, 我只是接受不了她有另一半了...
我一直也没放弃到...现在还可能失去做朋友的机会...
我真的很对不起她...她应该非常信任我...但我却不信任她....
真的非常非常对不起...你可以不用原谅我...
我会记得这次的教训...对不起...

时间是不会停止的, 你不喜欢我也是改变不了的...
我要学会接受事实, 因为我18岁了...是你这样告诉我的...
你永远是我的朋友...对不起, 我应该相信你...
希望你能在你的事业成功...

Elmo found his long lost brother, EMO

Emo is my fren, he folo me for a long time...

today feel extra emo, duno why...
just feel moody and is raining now...
no mood to do anything...
just wanna sleep for a long long time...

Emo maybe just my only fren, i feel very lonely now...
ppl will ajak me to hang out when near my birthday only...
normal day, just wont bother me...
if not will just nid me to be an obedient driver...
still better than taxi...
if not ask me go out fetch them go cc only...
conclusion also be driver, no difference...

i think i wanna be Elmo better, then i can have a good brother EMO...