今天去看了一场电影,虽然个子小小但有很有志气...
跟我根本没的比,自从他走了以后...我只有努力工作和不断的埋怨罢了...
一点骨气也没有, 人可以被生活打倒,但人可以选择站起来....
我就是一直站不起来,天天觉得工作很累...
所以天天马马虎虎的工作,过的一天就一天....
没想到看到这场戏,还改变我的人生观....
我真的觉得工作很累...整天赶到好像狗一样...
我喜欢坐在戏院里的感觉,抛开一切的烦恼...
我不用再想工作,不用负起家里的负担....
不用再面对上司, 感觉非常轻松...
虽然只是短短的两个小时,但我觉得好像度完假...
而且还要跟想见的人一起去比较好...
我爱上了看电影, 它给了我一个可以释放自己的空间...
里面一片黑暗,只可以投入电影的情节...
把自己当成是主角,感觉身在其中的感觉....
我感到释放了,从来没有感到这么爽....
而且我真的从她的影子走了出来, 我不需要在感觉尴尬...
我就只做回我自己, 可能太久没有好好的休息了...
所以会感到那么的轻松....她的影子真的很长....
接受了残酷的事实,我需要勇敢的站起来...
再颓废下去只会让妈妈担心,
其实我也很希望他回来担回这个家...
我只是18岁,为什么我要担起这个家....
我真的感觉好累好累....
我的肩膀很重,但我知道妈妈比我还要辛苦...
我必须撑强,多么的累也必须撑着....
我是男人, 我其实应该照顾我妈妈...
但我办不到,我真的尽力了...
看了这场戏,我觉得活在戏里多好...
让我感到轻松了...
明天还是要去读书和做工....
我真的很不想去,但我看到妈妈疲倦的躺在那儿睡觉...
我会有想哭的感觉...
妈妈,辛苦了...
我不会让你再担心我....
我喜欢看电影!!!
谢谢两位朋友陪我看电影...
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
I just wan my life simple...
time goes fast, it come till to the mid of june...
i have work for quite a long time, at first i was frustated for working...
but now i try to enjoy my work nicely. i dun think i will stop working...
MONEY is important! without money a family will break...
i duno how to mention it...just hope anything can solve it nicely...
WORK WORK WORK...is my life now...
(eh yong lim go play basketball lo, I HAVE TO WORK SORRY)
(eh go yum cha lo, I WORKING LEH~~)
(wei free mou, i sibeh sien leh... go out da gei or duk bo lo... CANT LAR TMR NID WORK )
(u always work u not sien de a....WHEN U GT 1.8K U WONT FEEL SIEN)
i feeling tired...my life not my life... but i stay cheer ^^
TODAY IS BETTER THAN YESTERDAY
i felt i has changed, but not much... i regret of doing smth on 1 night...
if i din attend or i din just walk away, smth wont happen like tat...
i just feel unhappy on tat time then i just walk away...
maybe i am too tired, so i did such silly thing...
FRENs u all can know easily, but FRENs that tell the truth to YOU are not much...
FRENs tat honest to you,
FRENs tat share secret to you,
FRENs will always say ur fault out...
in tat incident i din feel hu r wrong and hu r correct...
i just hope every1 can forget tat part...
after graduate u all still can be fren is not easy...
some of my form5 fren has gone somewhere else...
we din even contact...
just intercept ur relationship just for a small matter...
although u all willl ignore wat i say in this post...
but i reli hope u all can forget tat thing...
SORRY for doing such silly thing...
朋友有今世,没来世...
i have work for quite a long time, at first i was frustated for working...
but now i try to enjoy my work nicely. i dun think i will stop working...
MONEY is important! without money a family will break...
i duno how to mention it...just hope anything can solve it nicely...
WORK WORK WORK...is my life now...
(eh yong lim go play basketball lo, I HAVE TO WORK SORRY)
(eh go yum cha lo, I WORKING LEH~~)
(wei free mou, i sibeh sien leh... go out da gei or duk bo lo... CANT LAR TMR NID WORK )
(u always work u not sien de a....WHEN U GT 1.8K U WONT FEEL SIEN)
i feeling tired...my life not my life... but i stay cheer ^^
TODAY IS BETTER THAN YESTERDAY
i felt i has changed, but not much... i regret of doing smth on 1 night...
if i din attend or i din just walk away, smth wont happen like tat...
i just feel unhappy on tat time then i just walk away...
maybe i am too tired, so i did such silly thing...
FRENs u all can know easily, but FRENs that tell the truth to YOU are not much...
FRENs tat honest to you,
FRENs tat share secret to you,
FRENs will always say ur fault out...
in tat incident i din feel hu r wrong and hu r correct...
i just hope every1 can forget tat part...
after graduate u all still can be fren is not easy...
some of my form5 fren has gone somewhere else...
we din even contact...
just intercept ur relationship just for a small matter...
although u all willl ignore wat i say in this post...
but i reli hope u all can forget tat thing...
SORRY for doing such silly thing...
朋友有今世,没来世...
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