Monday, November 10, 2008

i am lost...

now i feel i am in a lowest point of my life....
i feel it i am very useless,unsucessful and i gt no point to live...
my holiday i duno wan how to pass...



STUDY:
my study sucks....bio and sejarah i duno at all throughout the whole year,
i duno i wanna how to take this 2 subject in SPM...
just math and add math i get a better result but other subjects i become worse and worst...
i think is my laziness...i gt interest in few subject but when i feel i cant get wat the teacher teaching i started lost my interest on it...i know if i continue like this i will totally fail my SPM...



LOVE:
this thing i feel i am very useless on it...i cant even dare face the problem...
i envy her going out wif some1 but if let her know she will say me y so fan...
i think i cant live without her but i think she wont like me at all...love is wat....
i cant find this answer out...i always sad of her and i hope she find me to tell wat is her suffering but she wont do tat...coz i not her cup of tea...maybe i think too much...but i always love her...



SCOUT:
almost 1 year edi i become AJK,but i think i din teach anything to my junior...80% activity i think i will give them fizikal and marching only...the troop i leading is Form 2 but they all has wasted 1 year in form 1 but this year they also learn nth...next year they PMR and they will be given holiday and after holiday and they will become AJK...i wasted their time by teaching nth to them...SORRY USAHA...
another failure of me is the gathering i organise...i din plan thing well and the gathering were given comment with SIENZ...i had work hard for the gathering but the result is not wat i expected...i am a failure....



BASKETBALL:
i think i had improve but i din improve at all...in class i think my skill is good enough but when i go out playing wif other ppl,my skill is damn NOOB in front of them...they can steal my ball easily and i cant even know how to shoot...i prefer to be a rebounder but i cant take any rebound by playing wif them...i think i am good enuf but i wasn't...maybe i just have to play in skul only and cannot play outside....i am a NOOB...


all above is my FAILURE,
i duno i need how to make it better and my life now is kosong...
YAP YONG LIM YOU IS A FAILURE!!!


7 comments:

mojojoee said...

da gathering was really NOT sien at all la wei :) just its too less skul cuming! dun blame urself..
and u're nt a failure.. at least u make those usaha like u! they obey to u la wei ! cheers!

Anonymous said...

这就是生活。往往有很多不如意的事情。把它当作是种挑战。要相信自己是有能力去面对的。我就觉得你很好啊!干吗要把‘失败’套在自己身上?觉得不好的地方就去改进啊!人都是要进步的。加油!

Anonymous said...

dont say urself till so bad la...
u r nt a failure...cheer up man...

Anonymous said...

its acceptable for me .
because its your first shot.
you don't have experience in it.
at least you give your best

{PEACE}

ChiannVern said...

no you're not. =D you're the bessttt!

Anonymous said...

Wei~ Although i dont noe ur things detaily, I tink u r not a failure, seriously, i tink u re totally great ^ ^ ~ Anyway, if u nid any help can find me de o.O i will try my bez 2 help u ^ ^~ gambateh o!

---Kaichi@tham--- said...

这很不像你耶,总之加油吧...