Sunday, March 22, 2009

Grow up...

at this moment i feel i adi grow up ba....
soon i can drive, today i went to take my undang test and i get 47/50...
i din feel any happy,but i just scare fail coz need to pay money and do test again...
first time i will worry abt money...coz my family now just can overcome our 3 meal and daily usage...
no more extra money to waste...i take whole driving license need RM760...
is quite expensive...my mum tell me to choose a cheaper course after my spm...
but she also tell me go for form 6 if can...but i dun wan...
she tell me wif a bad mood....haiz...i still gt brother so i cant waste my family money...

i miss her so much....
i feel she like dun wanna chat wif me or i no topic wif her ba....
now like stranger...wanna chat wif her but she always busying wif her debate thing...
haiz...i so useless...wan kau lui also duno...i so fast wan take driving license coz of her only...
i just wanna be wif her....anything can let me be more cheerful except her??
just 1 message of her i can happy...fren around me all wif their dream girl but y i cant...
i wan gf...i wan some1 can care me...some1 can let me chat wif her...i also wan know more abt her thing but i fail...
FAILURE...

i love u...

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

cheerup my beloved monitor!
Concentrate in ur study and achieve a good result in SPM!!
Then after u get a good job you dont scare no girl want you!Must do something to prove that she can rely on you!
JIAYOU!!

Anonymous said...

ooo...so感性...
do anythings u can do 4 her....
i think she will accept u..
ga yao....

Wendy said...

is okay Yong Lim. I understand how u feel.Remember,work hard on it. Never give up alright! If you think u can,u can!!! show her that u love her! U're not a failure!!!!!!!!!!! If u give up, u are a failure then. ;) i support you!

ahkln said...

be happy la u -.-
I think she wud not lik to c u in such mood cuz of her gua..
so muz cheer up la

Anonymous said...

hmmm, cheer up la, my lao gong!! joyce and i rebut u until ciao already weeehhhhh :DD dont want so emo jor la, i think she doesnt like emo guy?


xoxo
ga you

Anonymous said...

my previous monitor...
erm...i think u duno who am i...
haha....
study hard n study smart...
then...ur dreams will come true...
keke...can kao lui aso....
jia you....ga yao....
:) ^^ :p

aiteng said...

i know there's a girl who wants you... though i don't know who is 'your another lao po',hahaha

aiz, if miss her then go and capture a photo with her then every night before you go to bed,take out and have a look lar..after some days, you will feel annoying and definitely forget about it or her

if the girl really doesn't love you then what for you do so much for her??!! she won't appreciate much if she really doesn't like you

Chloe Chuah said...

Hey dude...
Cheer up!!!
:)

jie said...

so lou cheer up la..
im sure one day she will understand you..jia you.. study hard =)